[Dave89]

Hi everyone,

it's been a while since ive been on this site, so forgive me for my absence...

i wanted to talk about something real heavy thats has been disturbing me for years now.

i already posted a thread about this subject, in that thread i told you guys that i had a spiritual dream about a girl i knew in real life that came to say goodbye to me (she died in 2002 at the age of 15), i cant find that post anymore so youll have to forgive me for that..

but since then ive thought of no other girl/woman than her (it seems like she was supposed to be a big part of my life)
and 1-2 years ago i promised god if he would let me see her ONE more time i would give my soul to him and i would take all the evil on me( like taking the devils mind tricks in my life so he/it cant bother other people)

allthough i havent seen her in real life (wich is basically a miracle if i WOULD), i did have a dream where i saw her like a minute orso but she couldnt talk, i just looked at her and it felt very peacefull etc.

and since then ive had disturbing dreams/thoughts, where i comit homicide,suicide etc etc (i dont even want to describe the more horific things ive been thinking/dreaming about ..it just disgust me that i think/dream like that )

i also had tons of dreams about the end of the world etc etc, but basically since all that happened and i made that promise to god ive been feeling very depressed/haunted.

now the important question i have for you is, could it really be that god made the deal with me or is my mind just f'ed up from all the years of clinging to that one special person (soulmate).

please if you can shed some light on this subject, i havent been able to live a normal life since..
and yeah i am maybe going to a pro that can help me with this, but right now i just want to see if you guys can help me with this.

thanks in advance & im glad to be back on this forum !

Dave.

[AMP]

OK first of all Dave God is not in the habit of making deals. We choose to come into the physical world and we have free will. God will love us whatever we think or do - no deals needed. I think it sounds from your post as if you need to deal with your depression. Have you visited a doctor about it? I would suggest that you seek professional help with this. Until such time I would try to do positive things in life - things that make your heart lift a little. It appears that you may have become a little too involved in your thoughts and have got a little stuck.


AMP xxxx

[Dave89]

thats so true, and with everything i experience ,even the smallest of thing ..i take it out of proportion so yeah ..it might be a good id to see a doc for that

I just read your post. I also agree with Amp. God doesn't make deals and neither should anyone. God is always there to listen and
extend help where needed. As for you seeing your friend in a dream, I feel that could very well be possible that she was there to
let you know she is well and hears what you say. As with all love ones, who had passed they are aware of your feelings and whenever you need to talk or just to touch base with them, remember they will hear you and understand.
Let go of the thought of the devil making a deal with you, in reality that doesn't happen, those thoughts belong to movie makers.
Going for theraphy is a excellent ideal, it does bring all things into perspective and it also gives us a healthy outlook on many levels.
I do speak from experience on this as I myself have benefit from theraphy. You have done the right thing in talking about this, Dave.
Thank you for allowing me to reply and take care.

[Dave89]

Thanks so much you guys for helping out it really helped alot

[Kirkland]

already posted a thread about this subject, in that thread i told you guys that i had a spiritual dream about a girl i knew in real life that came to say goodbye to me (she died in 2002 at the age of 15), i cant find that post anymore so youll have to forgive me for that..

heres the forum post he was referring to http://family.psychics.co.uk/girl-di...32.html?t=5232.

As for your dreams I believe they are a manifestation of your expectations eg you saw this girl in a dream and that has made you believe that god has made a 'deal' with you and from now on you'll be seeing evil. The above forum posts should comfort you if the assurances above don't help go to the doctor and he may prescribe antidepressants/anxiety pills or refer you many nightmares and dreams are just our emotions and expectations manifesting themselves

[Dave89]

Originally Posted by Kirkland

heres the forum post he was referring to http://family.psychics.co.uk/girl-di...32.html?t=5232.

As for your dreams I believe they are a manifestation of your expectations eg you saw this girl in a dream and that has made you believe that god has made a 'deal' with you and from now on you'll be seeing evil. The above forum posts should comfort you if the assurances above don't help go to the doctor and he may prescribe antidepressants/anxiety pills or refer you many nightmares and dreams are just our emotions and expectations manifesting themselves

First of, thanks for looking up the post

and yeah your totally right about the manifesting part, i never looked at it that way !
but it doesnt take away the part of me being depressed and all that so ill have to get some prof help..

but your replies have helped me alot guys ! again..thank you !