[Pakelekia]

Last night I had a dream that I was with a group of people, my late husband was there too and we were climbing stone steps and I could'n't keep up with them, eventually I lost sight of them. Then I came to some high rocks that I had to climb over and I froze, I called out to my husband but he was too far away to hear me. I thought when he realised I wasn't with them he would come back for me.
The scene changed and I was sitting talking with a (strange) woman and she remarked that my husband didn't do much and I told her he had terminal cancer and had only a few months to live but few knew about this as we tried to carry on as normal as possible.
Then I woke up but carried on with the dream (lucid dreaming?). I was pondering on the conversation with the woman and realised that because my husband was still working and we were carrying on normally that I'd forgotten he was going to die and he only had about 3 months left, the realisation hit me. I stopped dreaming, was back to reality and then remembered that he had already gone and the shock made me sad like he'd only just passed.
It's 6 years since he passed by the way!