[Nat]

Ah, ok, thanks for clearing that up

[Cibisylvan]

Thought about it for 2 days. Guess I should delete that part because I can't come up with the right words to express the idea without sounding preachy. The closest thing I can say is pray or ask your guardians, or whatever thing you believe in, to protect you so that you only get truth/say truth. And I apologize, Nat, if that doesn't still doesn't make any sense.

By the way, it took me years of doing above, to get to my point of "awareness".

[ciane]

You can ask your angels to communicate in a different way. You can ask them to turn up the volume, that you aren't hearing them. You can let them know when you think you heard them or felt them, so they know which frequency it best for you. And you can simply quit trying so hard, for that often is the block. When we shift our attention to something else and release the issue that was bothering us, the answer often pops up. (That's the angels.)

[bobnic]

hi folks my name is bob i found your forum quite by accident and have been reading with interest,my story im about to tell you is maybe one of the saddest you will hear in a long time,you see my wife is in a local hospice ill with cancer she is only young but i guess cancer has no age barriers, i visit her everyday and i watch as slowly but surley she becomes more ill, other patients passaway each and everyday, it sadens me so much that my wifes turn will come so soon and i pray within myself for help and guidence, but it never seems to come i believe in the spirit world and god, we recently lost our thirteen year old daughter also to cancer and i miss her so much that i still wake in the night sobbing as i dream of her,
i have no reason for why some people die young or old or simply just pass away og old age,i often wish i could see an angel as it would help me come to terms of what is about to happen, one day as i was in the hospice a patient had died and they wheeled the body past me on the gurny, as he past i saw what looked like a small feather on the floor i picked it up and gave it to my wife hoping some good luck may come of it.
i desperatley need some spiritual guidance as my heart hurts so much and the strain is so hard to bear each and every dayif it were possible just for me to know that there was someone there i guess it would help to know that my wife and daughter were some were safe and not alone

[tulip]

Hi Bob,
Im also new to this site. I couldnt pass by your post without replying to you. You see, my mother has breast cancer and Im so very frightened of losing her.
We've been told her chances of getting it again within 1-2 years are very high due to her cancer being aggressive and she's also tested negative to the medication she should have after her chemo!
I have tried for years to contact my guardian angel. There are times I feel he is there just listening (Dont ask me why I say he...I just feel that!), and knowing he is listening sometimes helps. Its sometimes a bit embarrassing saying out loud how you really feel to someone you know, but I always feel so much better saying it to my guardian.
I believe he watches over me, and for whatever reason, I havent heard or seen him..maybe he knows I would probably scream!
Its hard to understand why my mums guardian angel has let her suffer like this....these are answers we may never know and it seems so unfair...this is when I begin to lose faith. But then something always happens to make me believe again.
Use your guardian angel, if only to bend their ear.
I will say a prayer for you tonight Bob when Im praying for my mum xxx

[bobnic]

thanks for your reply i guess waiting for someone you love to die pulls at every emotion there is ,how can there be a god when you watch someone in pain i often ask, then i ask out can someone please help but no reply ever comes i hate the feeling of being alone,and sometimes wish my prayers would be answered i do believe in angels but to be honest have never seen one,i know that my wife's time is short in this world now but i try my best to be strong and prepair the best i can,

[Tailsss]

Originally Posted by bobnic

hi folks my name is bob i found your forum quite by accident and have been reading with interest,my story im about to tell you is maybe one of the saddest you will hear in a long time,you see my wife is in a local hospice ill with cancer she is only young but i guess cancer has no age barriers, i visit her everyday and i watch as slowly but surley she becomes more ill, other patients passaway each and everyday, it sadens me so much that my wifes turn will come so soon and i pray within myself for help and guidence, but it never seems to come i believe in the spirit world and god, we recently lost our thirteen year old daughter also to cancer and i miss her so much that i still wake in the night sobbing as i dream of her,
i have no reason for why some people die young or old or simply just pass away og old age,i often wish i could see an angel as it would help me come to terms of what is about to happen, one day as i was in the hospice a patient had died and they wheeled the body past me on the gurny, as he past i saw what looked like a small feather on the floor i picked it up and gave it to my wife hoping some good luck may come of it.
i desperatley need some spiritual guidance as my heart hurts so much and the strain is so hard to bear each and every dayif it were possible just for me to know that there was someone there i guess it would help to know that my wife and daughter were some were safe and not alone

Hi Bob,
I just had to comment. While I was reading your story I couldn't help thinking of my grandfather who passed away almost a year ago due to cancer. While I was reading your story, I started tearing up but I got (here's where it get's weird) warm chills and what felt like a hug from behind. Very strange, not something I've ever encountered before so I thought I'd share.

I'm very very sorry to hear about your wife and daughter. I know what you're going through and it's terrible and really makes a person feel helpless. This will sound terrible but, it gets better once they're gone. Then, you don't have to see them weak and helpless in a hospital bed, wondering where they are and trying to get home. You can just picture all the great times you had with them. It's been almost a year and I still expect to hear my grandfather to come down the stairs at my grandparent's house singing one of his favorite songs. If it makes you feel better, my grandfather's death made me positive that there is an after life. There's no way an amazing man like him that touched so many lives would just end.

I'm gonna stop before I end up bawling. I wish you the best. Your wife will be in my prayers.
Taylor