My Near Death Experience

In my previous post I shared with all of you the experiences that my family and I have had with my grandfather during the pregnancy and birth with my middle daughter. In my last post I talked about passing away at the time my daughter came into the world. I would like to share what I experienced during that short time period.

What led up to the near death experience was quite traumatic and emotional. When my heart flat lined I didn’t feel any physical pain. I recall that I did not see a tunnel but I did see a overwhelming white light. Now not as if someone was pointing a bright light bulb in my eyes. I will do my best to explain it for lack of better words it was more like a warm summer day at the beach. When you feel no breeze but are laying there with your eyes closed feeling the sun on your body.

At no time did I feel fear surrounding where I was or where I was not. In fact I felt a wonderful freedom of spirit and body. Like free floating…… lack of gravity. I didn’t feel any actual concern regarding the situation that I had just left. There was an abundance of love. I have to be honest the world “love” doesn’t actually explain the sensation. I was at total peace, I felt I could have stayed in this location and be quite content. The feelings you receive are nothing you can actually put into words with any justice to the experience. Mind you while I was having this breathtaking occurrence I had no sense of physical body or physical existence at all but I was still me.

I did not see my grandfather as my husband did during this experience. But what I did do is hear my great grandmother’s voice. She was calm, reassuring and caring. I felt no shock that I could her here speaking to me. Soothing and comforting like being held in her arms suspended in time and space.

Her message to me was not “this is not your time” or “you have more to do”. She sent me her unconditional love along with the confidence that everything would be as it should. Here only words were “I love you”. It was as if I instinctively knew this while such a calm beautiful euphoric feeling was not where I belonged. With in seconds of this realization I was back in a physical plane sensing heinous pain and complete pandemonium.

We were all alive and together with the knowledge that we are not alone and always loved.

In my next blog I may tell about my children’s first discovery of spirit